love is a rollercoaster
i love my girlfriend of five years, but i get extremely angry whenever i'm around her. i go from loving her to not wanting be around her almost immediately. its all i can think about and its been the case for 3 months.
I have no idea what i want. I don't know what i want to do with my life, i don't know where i want to go, i'm so undecided. Most of all, i can't figure out what i want in a guy. I've had two boyfriends in my entire life. One lasted a week, the other lasted a month, both were ended by me. I like the chase but once i have them where i want them, i get scared (of what? i really don't know) I'm scared to be cared about, i don't take affection very well. A few months ago i dated someone (the one that lasted for a month) and i expected things to really work. He cheated on me with one of my best friends (they just made out, but at my age that is DEFINITELY considered cheating, especially within the first week of going out) I forgave them both but things just became weird so after another few weeks, i broke it off. We are now best friends. I'm closer to him than i am with some of my best friends that are girls. We've been more flirty
than usual with each other lately and i can tell that another relationship will probably start. I care about him soo so much, there is no one else i would rather be with. But i'm scared of getting hurt, i'm scared of lovving all together. We've both changed a ton in the past few months so part of me thinks that this time will be different. Actually i know this time will be different. but do i go for it and find out with the
I want to marry her
I am in a relationship with an amazing woman. She encourages me to grow and learn from our experiences together. She is my best friend and my biggest supporter and fan. She's sexy and beautiful in every possible way.
My confession is this: She never wants to get married or let things get to that point. If I get too close she pushes me away for a time. I've learned to adjust and step back to give her that space.
I want to marry her. I want to enjoy the rest of my life doing everything we're doing now as husband and wife. I don't want to stifle her independence, nor do I want her to stifle mine. But I do want to be domesticated and belong to only her.
I think I've managed to convince her that I am not interested in marriage anymore, and that I don't want us to live together.
Recently, she stated that sometimes she finds herself wanting all of those things with me, but she feels it would be her giving herself away and being too codependent.
But silently, I am sad. I don't want to be without her, but I don't want her to feel that I'm being pushy.
his best friend
I think I'm falling in love with my husband's best friend. He's so depressed all the time and so sad, and my husband leaves me feeling so lonely. So I spend a lot of time with him instead of my husband, and we laugh together and sometimes border on flirting, but he's too good of a guy to ever make a move. It makes me really sad... all I really want to do is kiss him. It makes it twice as hard that we're sharing an apartment with him right now to save money. I see him morning and night, and I can't even touch his hand.
What to do?
I dont really like my boyfriend, i dont know why i went out with him in the first place. we just started the other day, and we were friends at first but i only want to be friends, the truth is, im not feeling the way i felt with my last boyfriend! i think i should dump him but i dont want to break his heart or my friends.
I love Someone
Well it's the first time for me to think of showing what is really in my heart..I'm a 19 years old guy, I date just one time, but that date happened to be my girl friend for 5 years...where we kept breaking up, I severly broke her heart twice. I guess I was deciving her, I never really loved her...she wasn't my type, the last time we've been together she was the one who started the fight, where I guilt-freely broke up again with her........Anyway two years has passed, I met a lot of ladies, but I didn't really have the courage to approach any of who I met, beside they weren't really good for me. Last year I broke another girl's heart...she thought that I loved her, but I didn't...I was just imagining, beside that I discovered "again" that we are so different.
To the main Topic; this year I think I've fallen in love, with a girl who is so beautiful, so very charming, her smiplest gesture drives me crazy, and shes nearly my type...shes a bit cold and moody though, but I really like her, she's amazing, just what I've been looking for, however I'm so scared to approach her, I have a feeling that she noticed, and she's not welcoming the very idea of us getting in a relationship, I feel that I'll be rejected as I have been rejecting those who I met before....T13
You knew I would be jealous. But you brought that cat here anyway. You gave it more attention than me, and scoffed at my feelings. I blame you for the damage to our relationship, but I'll never tell you that. Instead, I blame your cat that you had put down because we were allergic. And I'm glad.
The stitches in my tummy hurt so bad that I can't sleep and all I want to do is rip them out. Please help me. I feel lost.
The People I admire are so talented and such an inspiration. The jealousy makes me sick to my stomach. Why can't I be as good as them?
I feel like im falling into a hole
my life is slipping from me and i cant do anything about it.I want a good job and my own place but I cant get that unless I go to college, but I dont know what I want to be and Im scared of college.
Im scared to wake up tommorow and go to work.
Im scared ill live at home forever and im scared that ill be alone.
why is life so difficult
I'm in Love with my best friend
I have been best friends with this guy since our freshman year of college. We are juniors now and over the summer it felt different when we hung out. I have had a crush on him for a long time but i always figured he didn't think of me like that. I haven't told anyone because i'm afraid if he finds out it will ruin our friendship. Sometimes i think he likes me more than a friend but other times it seems like he totally doesn't. We have such a great friendship that sometimes i dont know if its worse to lose him as a friend or to never know if he really has feelings for me.
I should be married to you.
I should be married to you, not that wrestler who still lives in high school.
I love you.
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Wish I Could tell you...
For the past year, I've liked you from afar. Even to the point where I wish you and your current GF would break up and I could nab you! Unfortunately, I have a soul and won't do anything. P.S. why do your antics have to be so charming?!!
i fake depression
im not sure if i really do but im now going to try to go to therapy just to get perscribed drugs.
I can't never do it right no matter what i do i feel ignorant stupid slow they are rude so uncaring because you talk about your family your putting your business out on the street they don't care about you are your family i need to remember they are not my friends and that hurts that you can't become friends with them because they are so unsocialable even Kathy she is rude and makes you feel stupid which i know that i am i cant get important like i did at barbe oh how i screwed myself up and can never go back there beause of my past and what i did will i ever be forgiven and needed again because she doesn't like me or wants me back God it is hopeless for me isn't it there is no chance for me at all is there there is no more chance for me is there God there is no way you will be able to tell me good job my faithful servant none there is no more hope for me is there. but God she was wrong to want her cell phone God she was wrong there and that
was ok God In Jesus Name please help me and forgive me my sins In Jesus Name I pray
All i ever want to do is hang out with my girlfriend. I feel bored and lonely when im not around her. I ditch my friends to hang out with her. I just cant get enough of her.
I love you Julie.
You are the most amazing woman I have ever met. You are beautiful, intelligent, witty, determined, you have gorgeous eyes, a beautiful smile. Your figure is perfection. I yearn to hold you, to feel you against me, to kiss you, to run my fingers through your hair and to tell you how I really feel about you.
Sometimes when we're talking I get this delicious little flutter in my stomach and have to catch my breath as inside I hear myself saying "I love you".
I know you have some feelings for me, I have seen how you look at me, the strange little things you say and do around me sometimes, how you "accidentally" touch me and sit or walk close to me.
Sometimes it's too much to bear, I can't get you out of my thoughts, sometimes I wish that I could just turn these emotions off and get on with things like before you came into my life.
I can't thank you enough, you've awoken feelings in me that I haven't felt in years, I LIVE AGAIN!!
But it can never, never be. I'm your boss. I've got my partner and family and you've got yours. I can never tell you how much you mean to me, how I feel about you and how much I am in your debt. And yet every day I see you, spend time around you, talk to you about work whilst gazing into those green-blue eyes and hear you planning your future - whilst I have to remain calm, collected and professional, not showing any hint of my inner turmoil.
I am desolate and still I love you Julie.
At first I was really pushing it, but then you hit 39 and wham! I've got it all in me..education...wife...son...own business...possessions, but I really need to get over that hump!
I've got what it takes to feel good about myself, but I can't muster it up for some reason. I've got what it takes to be the next millionaire, but for some reason becoming a billionaire seems to be moving further and further away, for some reason.
Ugggh! I can't put my finger on it.
I need that light bubl to Click!
And I need it to click, NOW!